I've been here before, did you know that? Its all I've ever been! You believe me? Can you see me? I've watched the wholeness relieve itself, conceive everybody's thoughts and place me anywhere it wanted. You'll see. I tried hard, did you know that? I lied down. All these places, near these faces, and I'm sure its better now, the pressure seems to lack. Aren't you lonely? And there's so much less to think about. You warned me. But can you hear me screaming? I'm so sure of everything I ever said. It's like I'm hurrying and wishing you would turn around and focus on what we were talking about. And I know I'm sad, I've watched this grow! Im likely to forget what you said. But I'm so bad and you will leave me here to ponder what I'm going to do! How I should feel! I'll raise my hands and stare at the sky! I'm constantly dreaming that all of what i want is in my grasp! I'll raise my hands and stare at the sky!