by Gifts

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released December 4, 2012

Produced by Miles Austin
Music and Words By Aidan C Feliciano



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Track Name: Poem
I wish my legs would break so I could learn to walk again
And maybe take a step towards giving worth to how it is
You see its nothing that I couldn't do before
Its just the longer that we wait complacency will have his way with me or better yet I'm giving everything I want
They say that only time will tell but they don't know
I'm prone to rushing things until I bleed
You see the sudden lack of urgency that comes with standing still
It only leads me to believe
That moving forward
Stepping towards
Gives me everything I need
Track Name: Keep You From Everything
Why can't I say simple things like hows it going?
I know now it's easier said than done but I'm trying my hardest.
Where do you think I stand?
Is it better when I couldn't help you see?
You're scaring me...
Why don't you watch me stare?
It's likely that you'll notice everything, and its easier for me.
Locked in the deepest place, where everyones watching the sunset.
But hopefully you'll see that I'm holding on and focused on giving you everything.
Yea, I'm trying hard to tell you. I'm trying everything. Watch me make mistakes.
Can you see through the way that I'm moving?
I'm tied to all of your movement
Its all about placement.
So I'm building a palace to keep you from everything
And building a fortress. Somewhere you can't see.
Track Name: That's Better
Hold and never think to fast

That's better

Breathe and feel it fleeing by

This time I'll do better.

It seems the more I stick around the heavier I'm feeling or bleeding. 

I Look, watching you move on 

Childhood friend
, you'll never let me live this down.

I couldn't think of other things to say,
and so we left off at an awkward place,
im facing all of me today ok?
Just wait, im so sure it's this way

Watch as I can brace the wind 

Me and her are best friends

Take a picture of my hands

And so a portrait of what's from me to you.
Track Name: Wring Me Out
Retreat its something I cant do its something you would too. Hold my hand, every finger blends together. And believe and maybe keep the worth it kind of things and its been a while since anyone convinced me other wise. Trust can be the end of this. I'm only hoping you'd turn around watch the difference, its kept me distant. You said you're further now than ever, and its better. But these circles are unfinished and done one over, say its over. Can't you see? When feelings drop the cold sets in, or rather truth. We find ourselves looking through, its me into you. Its how I know to watch it all go back, against this room thats not much better. An endless constant thought, the breaking, creating. You said its harder now to let go, from the get go, but I ask of you to try me. Wring me out. Its water just the same as you and please believe if we had to find out. Its better now, its better now. Forget me now. Its us moving here. Please believe in me.
Track Name: In My Grasp
I've been here before, did you know that? It's all I've ever been, you
believe? can you see me? I've watched the wholeness relieve itself and
concieve everybodies thoughts, and placed me anywhere it wanted. You'll see. I tried hard, did you know that? I lied down near these faces, near these places. I'm sure its better now, the pressure seems to lack. Aren't you lonely? There's so much less to think about, you warned me, but can you hear me screaming I'm so sure? Of everything I've ever said. Its like I'm hurrying and wishing you would turn around and focus on what we were talking about. I know I'm sad. I've watched this grow, and I'm likely to forget what you said. I'm so bad but you will leave me to hear to ponder what I'm going to do. How I should feel. I'll raise my hands and stare at the sky. Cause I'm constantly dreaming that all of what I want is in my grasp.